Suburban Senshi IRC Chat #882: “Undercurrents of Sadness”
#882: “Undercurrents of Sadness”

[07:23] *** Wed Sep 28 2005 - LOGGING START ***
[07:23] *** Now talking in #suburbansenshi

[07:25] <C'est_la_V> Did you know it actually cost me money every time I went into the control center below crown?
[07:25] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Because you had to put money in the machine to activate the hidden trapdoor?
[07:25] <C'est_la_V> Hai
[07:26] <=^catablanca^=> Hey I paid you back
[07:27] <C'est_la_V> No you didn't!! You still owe me about 50,000 yen!!
[07:27] <=^catablanca^=> Really?
DCC Chat Session
Client: Crwn_FruT_Gamer
Acknowledging Chat Request...
[07:27] <C'est_la_V> ...
[07:28] <C'est_la_V> Why are you PMing me
[07:28] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I need to talk to someone
[07:28] <C'est_la_V> Don't you talk to me enough when you deep breathe on the phoen to meake me mad and yell at you
[07:28] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> You sound just like Reika
[07:29] <C'est_la_V> Hen da yo
[07:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> wait don't go
[07:29] <C'est_la_V> I have things to do
[07:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> please
[07:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I'm boycotting the channel and everyone else thinks I'm a joke
[07:30] <C'est_la_V> Why should I talk to you??
[07:30] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Out of everyone here I've known you longest
[07:30] <C'est_la_V> So what
[07:30] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I'm begging you, Minako-chan.
[07:30] * C'est_la_V is listening, but do anything ecchi and she's gone
[07:30] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Thank you
[07:31] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> It's about Kamekichi VI
[07:31] <C'est_la_V> What you got another turtle??
[07:31] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Minako-chan she's leaving me I can sense it
[07:31] <C'est_la_V> ..............
[07:31] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> It's just like with Reika... before the end.
[07:32] <C'est_la_V> motoki-oniisan it's a turtle
[07:32] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I mean I can feel it in my heart
[07:32] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> She won't say anything about it but there are hints
[07:32] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> She's gotten very quiet lately
[07:33] <C'est_la_V> motoki-oniisan it's a turtle
[07:33] <C'est_la_V> Turtles don't really make noises
[07:34] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I mean I know she's busy, but in my gut I can feel there's mroe to it than that
[07:34] <C'est_la_V> Motoki-oniisan what cana turtle be busy with?
[07:34] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Climbing into the sand that sort of thing
[07:35] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> But I mean, it all started that one day after I let her share a tank with Donatello the box turtle whom someone had brought in as a pet
[07:35] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> After that she suddenly became very distant
[07:36] * C'est_la_V wonders how you know a Turtle becoems very distant
[07:36] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> A man can tell these things, Minako-chan
[07:36] <C'est_la_V> really??
[07:36] * C'est_la_V will have to ask X-chan about this later
[07:36] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> And... and I know she's too kind to tell me outright
[07:37] <C'est_la_V> motoki-oniisan it's a turtle
[07:37] <C'est_la_V> turtles can't speak
[07:37] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> But I know what she wants to do
[07:37] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Just like Reika she's deciding whether to leave me or not
[07:38] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> And and well Reika never told me ever, she just left for the town of f[BLEEP]king Austria
[07:38] <C'est_la_V> Ano... I think she was just outright f[BLEEP]king Austria
[07:38] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> T_T
[07:39] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I just... I feel the same thing happening again, and my heart feels like it has a fist around it
[07:39] * C'est_la_V points out again this is a TURTLE
[07:39] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> HEY LOVE RESPECTS NO COLOR! So what if she's GREEN!?
[07:39] * C'est_la_V sighs
[07:40] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Minako-chan what can I do? I wish she'd just tell me and get it over with
[07:40] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I'm in pain
[07:40] * C'est_la_V dimly notes she can't tell you anything being oh, A TURTLE
[07:40] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Will you get over that please
[07:41] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I love her, so much. I mean I knew there would be difficulties, what with the species gap and all, but to just feel so helpless now, when I really want this...
[07:41] * C'est_la_V sighs again
[07:41] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Sorry, I guess it's not important right
[07:42] <C'est_la_V> Wait, don't go
[07:42] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> It's just that when I was just letting myself be happy about it, everything went fine
[07:43] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> But when my burning FLAMES OF LOVE finally took over my heart and she meant more to me than anything, then this has to happen
[07:43] <C'est_la_V> Didn't you just buy her last week?>
[07:43] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Time doesn't matter to love, Minako-chan!
[07:43] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Why, god, whenever I really WANT something do you take it away from me!
[07:44] <C'est_la_V> Because you want it
[07:44] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> That's not funny
[07:44] <C'est_la_V> It wasn't mean tto be
[07:44] * C'est_la_V puts an arm around you ```***IN A FRIENDLY WAY***'''
[07:44] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> need to put that in caps...
[07:45] <C'est_la_V> just making that really clear
[07:45] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> ...or in tildes...
[07:45] <C'est_la_V> just making sure
[07:45] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> ...or in asterisks...
[07:46] <C'est_la_V> do you get the message?? -_-
[07:46] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> hai
[07:46] <C'est_la_V> Good!! ^_^
[07:47] <C'est_la_V> Motoki-oniisan... my heart's been broken a lot too
[07:47] <C'est_la_V> In this life, it seems whenever we really want or need something, it gets taken away from us
[07:48] * C'est_la_V can count on 1313.4 hands how many times her heart was crushed
[07:48] * Crwn_FruT_Gamer sighs
[07:48] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> But this was the first time I'd opened my heart after Reika
[07:49] * C'est_la_V opened her heart easily in her youth
[07:49] <C'est_la_V> it made it easier for people to put their foot in it hheheheheeh ^_^;;
[07:49] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> But you came out all right, right?
[07:49] * C'est_la_V did!!
[07:49] <C'est_la_V> And so will you, Motoki-oniisan!!
[07:50] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> You know you *could* call me oniichan again...
[07:50] <C'est_la_V> Will you stop crank-calling me??
[07:50] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I can't promise that
[07:50] <C'est_la_V> then no
[07:51] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> k
[07:51] * Crwn_FruT_Gamer just kind of wishes Kamekichi would just tell him and make it a quick death
[07:51] <C'est_la_V> Ano...
[07:52] * C'est_la_V feels REALLY stupid saying this
[07:53] <C'est_la_V> Maybe... the turtle... doesn't want to hurt you... maybe this is... the turtle's way of letting you know gently
[07:53] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Reika's way of letting me know gently was to go to Africa for a year, then to Europe for 10, and then to just f[BLEEP]k austria
[07:54] <C'est_la_V> I'm sure.... the turtle... cares for you??
[07:54] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> SHE HAS A NAME DAMN YOU
[07:54] <C'est_la_V> Kamekichi-san then
[07:55] <C'est_la_V> Kamekichi-san loves you and doesn't want to hurt you
[07:55] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> If Kamekichi-san loves me then why drag this out
[07:57] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> thus hurts really bad
[07:57] <C'est_la_V> Like when you've eaten too much food and your stomach wants to burst...
[07:58] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Yeah, you understand...!
[07:58] <C'est_la_V> Of course I do...
[07:58] <C'est_la_V> Don't worry Motoki-oniisan it will be fine
[07:58] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I hope Kamekichi and I can still be friends...
[07:59] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I want her to be my friend for many years to come
[08:00] * C'est_la_V seems to recall pet turtles having short lifespans
[08:01] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> T_T That's only because people don't know how to care for them!!
[08:01] <C'est_la_V> gomen, gomen
[08:02] <C'est_la_V> Motoki-oniisan... I'll be there for you...
[08:02] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Really??
[08:02] <C'est_la_V> - just not on the phone -
[08:02] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> oh
[08:02] <C'est_la_V> But maybe things will work out!! ^_^
[08:02] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> yeah
[08:03] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> sure
[08:03] <C'est_la_V> Believe in yourself!! And the power of love!!
[08:03] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> God you sound like a Sailor Senshi
[08:03] <C'est_la_V> ....
[08:04] *** Crwn_FruT_Gamer [] has quit IRC (True love never conquered anything except my pocketbook it seems)
[08:04] <C'est_la_V> You shouldn't say that...
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[08:05] <C'est_la_V> Poor Motoki-oniisan
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[08:06] <C'est_la_V> ALL RIGHT ALL RIGHT I KNOW
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[08:07] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> So then I was like, but Michi, we can't do that in the aquarium
[08:07] <=^catablanca^=> hahahahahahahaha
[08:07] <C'est_la_V> heh
[08:07] <C'est_la_V> Gomen, I have to go
[08:07] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> You ok, neko?
[08:07] <C'est_la_V> Hai, hai.
[08:07] <C'est_la_V> Old memories...
[08:07] *** C'est_la_V [] has quit IRC (X-chan I need a hug please)
[08:08] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> What's with her?
[08:08] <=^catablanca^=> dunno
[08:09] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> So anyway we went ahead and made the shark tank ours hehehehe
[08:09] <=^catablanca^=> LOL
[08:09] * =^catablanca^= plays the jaws theme
[08:09] <--=[ SpeedRcrX ]=--> Dude I got a feeling today's gonna be the best day ever heh
[08:09] <=^catablanca^=> Right on!
[08:10] *** =^catablanca^= [] has quit IRC (time to play in the sun)
[08:10] *** --=[ SpeedRcrX ]=-- [] has quit IRC (Michi I'm coming babe!)
[08:11] * @spiritflame watches them go and reflects on the many levels of life in this river of the IRC, happiness covering sorrow
[08:11] * @spiritflame is away: meditating
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