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IrnChef_Jovian> Gneh

[gTV] C'est_la_V> What's wrong, Mako-chan?

IrnChef_Jovian> Ugh, if I have one problem with my life it's that I'm always lookign backwards.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Thinking of your old senpai again??

IrnChef_Jovian> Nah, thinking of the people who've been mean to me in the past, back when I was in Junior High.

IrnChef_Jovian> I still can't get them out of my head, even though it's been years.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Moh...

IrnChef_Jovian> And, it's ridiculous. I mean, my life right now is really *sweet*, ya know?

IrnChef_Jovian> I got my own cafe, I'm doing the work I love, and I have really good friends

IrnChef_Jovian> I have absolutely nothin' to complain about.

IrnChef_Jovian> So why can't I let stuff go?

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Well the people who picked on you... did they always pick on you, or did they used to be your friends??

IrnChef_Jovian> They were my friends, I guess... until they hurt me

[gTV] C'est_la_V> That's why it bugs you.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> If it was people who were always jerks, you could say well "They're just jerks, good riddance!!" but when they used to be friends, you always want to know why they did what they did, and it hurts more.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> It's like in Star Wars, you expect Jabba the Hutt to smack you with his tail but you don't expect to be pervertedly groped by Jar-Jar Blinks

IrnChef_Jovian> "Binks" and I *think* I get what you mean.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Mako-chan, I used to be like you.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> I was dumped a lot of times...

IrnChef_Jovian> (you also did a lotta dumping yourself)

[gTV] C'est_la_V> ...urusai

[gTV] C'est_la_V> ...and there were times I couldn't let it go when I was dumped

[gTV] C'est_la_V> I wanted to make them feel what I felt but they just carried on happy and like nothing had ever happened

[gTV] C'est_la_V> It was SO frustrating!!

IrnChef_Jovian>

[gTV] C'est_la_V> But then as I was sitting under a Bodhi Tree, the meaning of all things became clear to me...

=^catablanca^=> Mina that was the Buddha

[gTV] C'est_la_V> ARE YOU TELLING THIS STORY, ARTEMIS, OR AM I?!! !!

=^catablanca^=> ugh nevermind ME then

[gTV] C'est_la_V> I realized that I was annoyed because I was miserable and they weren't

[gTV] C'est_la_V> So I decided that it was better to be happy for myself, and forget them!!

[gTV] C'est_la_V> And I followed my dreams and now I'm very happy!!

IrnChef_Jovian> "The best revenge is living well?"

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Hai, Hai~

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Of course I never forgot the other important saying...

[gTV] C'est_la_V> "Revenge is a Dish best served Bold!!"

=^catablanca^=> "Cold"

[gTV] C'est_la_V> COLD IS WHAT YOU'LL BE IF I KICK YOU OUTSIDE, ARTEMIS!!

=^catablanca^=> ._.

IrnChef_Jovian> Well I mean, most times I can let it go, ya know? But every now and then it bubbles back up and I remember, an' I wish I didn't.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> When those times come just look at the smiling faces of your friends and move on ahead~

=^catablanca^=> Oh god if she breaks out into "Route Venus~"

[gTV] C'est_la_V> What is your PROBLEM tonight, Artemis!?!?

=^catablanca^=> Sorry, sorry

IrnChef_Jovian> I guess it's cuz there was no closure

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Forget that

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Remember the wise words of Samuel L Jackson: "When I was a child, I shopped as a child, I understood as a child, I bought as a child: but to be the man, you have to put away childish bling."

=^catablanca^=> ...Not even going to TRY to correct that

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Just put them away forever, they're not important anymore

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Whatever hurt they gave you is years ago

[gTV] C'est_la_V> The closure you want is not going to come from them it has to come from you, just say "I'm Mako-chan and I've overcome you!! And I'm never going to think about you ever again, and in fact, I dunno what I'm thinking about anymore because I forgot about it!! Or something!! I'm all better!!"

IrnChef_Jovian> *giggles*

IrnChef_Jovian> That's... a good idea

=^catablanca^=> There was an idea there?

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Artemis, shush

IrnChef_Jovian> Thanks Minako-chan

[gTV] C'est_la_V> Just be happy, Mako-chan! That alone is a "little finger" in itself

=^catablanca^=> "middle" finger, Mina.

[gTV] C'est_la_V> That too

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