Suburban Senshi IRC Chat #1547 - “Crushing Dreams like Turtle Shells”
IRC Chat #1547

“Crushing Dreams like Turtle Shells”


[10:24] *** Mon Sep 14 2009 - LOGGING START ***
[10:24] *** Topic is - life is cruel, get a boat -
[10:24] *** Set by @Dr. Xadium on Mon Sep 14 10:24 2009

[10:24] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Mako-chan told me it's over.
[10:24] * Crwn_FruT_Gamer clings to Kamekichi
[10:24] <// J_Daito //> ... F[BLEEP]K
[10:25] <// J_Daito //> There goes the masterplan ><
[10:25] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Huh?
[10:25] <// J_Daito //> Never mind, turtle-f[BLEEP]ker.
[10:25] <// J_Daito //> It's what I get for investing time in the likes of a geek like you
[10:26] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> What do you mean investing time :/
[10:26] * // J_Daito // should have picked Mizuno as the foil. Maybe it's not too late for that...
[10:26] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> What are you talking about
[10:27] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> ... I just just face the fact I'm a dork
[10:27] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> ^should just
[10:27] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Once anyone gets to know me, I'm not good enough anymore
[10:27] <[gTV]C'est_la_V> CHOTTO MATTE!
[10:28] <[gTV]C'est_la_V> Cheer up Motoki-san! Good things can still happen to dorks!!




[10:28] * // J_Daito // looks at that picture
[10:28] <// J_Daito //> The sad but beautiful part of this picture is that it really is a once in a lifetime picture. As the years go on, and this young girl ages; inevitably she will grow harder and colder as the world wears her down. Each boy who doesn't call her, who leaves her standing on a corner crying, who doesn't love her. Each time her heart gets broken, a tiny piece of herself will be put aside.
[10:28] <// J_Daito //> Untill one day when she is kissing a boy, it is not with her full, innocent self. It will be the girl who's heart has put aside a small little piece that she swears will never be broken again. The piece that worries and cries, "Does he really like me?, how long will THIS one last?, Is he looking at that girls across the room?, Why didn't he compliment me on my hair?! DO I LOOK FAT?!"
[10:29] <// J_Daito //> The corner of her eyes will crinkle ever so slightly, her kiss will be just a whisper less tender, the fingers on her hand will cling a touch more urgently. That little piece of her she's put aside will cry out from the depths of her heart, but never be given as fully as this moment.
[10:29] <[gTV]C'est_la_V> ...
[10:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> No
[10:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> The sad but beautiful part of this picture is that it really is a once in a lifetime picture. As the years go on, and this young boy ages; inevitably he will grow harder and colder as the world wears him down. Each girl who doesn't call him, who leaves him standing on a corner crying, who doesn't love him. Each time his heart gets broken, a tiny piece of himself will be put aside and he'll withdraw more and more from society.
[10:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Until one day when he dreams of being kissed by a girl, it is not with his full, innocent self. It will be the boy who's heart has put aside a small little piece that he swears will never be broken again. The piece that worries and cries, "Does anyone really like me?, will I ever have a girlfriend?, Is it wrong to look at that girl across the room?, Should I try to compliment her?! AM I A GEEK?!"
[10:29] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> The corner of his eyes will crinkle ever so slightly, his kiss will be just a memory never used, the fingers on his hand will cling a touch more urgently. That little piece of him he's put aside will cry out from the depths of his heart, but never be given as fully as this moment.
[10:30] <[gTV]C'est_la_V> ... you guys suck.
[10:30] * [gTV]C'est_la_V is away: That's just... depressing...
[10:30] <// J_Daito //> LOL RUN AWAY BARBIE
[10:30] <// J_Daito //> RUN AWAY
[10:30] <// J_Daito //> ahahahaha that felt good
[10:30] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I wish I could feel good
[10:31] <// J_Daito //> Your turtle is over that way
[10:31] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> :P
[10:34] <// J_Daito //> Run along now, and yiff.
[10:34] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> :/
[10:34] <// J_Daito //> It's all you've got left.
[10:35] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> You jerk, you don't know how I really feel about Makoto-ch... Makoto-san.
[10:35] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I don't care if she's alwauys pining for her old Sempai!
[10:37] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Just knowing she was around, and had a place in her heart for me, was enough!
[10:38] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I shouldn't have watched that DuckTales video ><
[10:38] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I just want a second chance ><
[10:38] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I want to show her I can be the person she saw in me
[10:38] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I want to be able to tell her I care for her again
[10:39] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Not just with a smile but with a hug
[10:40] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I want to be able to be there for her again
[10:40] * // J_Daito // yawns
[10:40] <// J_Daito //> Why are you telling me this?
[10:40] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Because if I tell her I'll drive her away
[10:40] <// J_Daito //> Again, why are you telling _me_ this?
[10:41] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> You're the only one here :/
[10:41] <// J_Daito //> And what makes you think I care about your pain, you wimpy little nobody?
[10:41] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> B-because I can BE stronger!
[10:41] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I can fix myself!
[10:42] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I can make things work!
[10:42] <// J_Daito //> Not as long as your Tab A continually longs for the Turtle's Slot B.
[10:42] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> ....
[10:42] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> ..........................
[10:43] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Mr. Jedite
[10:43] <// J_Daito //> ... "Mr."?
[10:43] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> Mr. Jedite, get me a blender.
[10:43] <// J_Daito //> ... are you going to blend the turtle? ♡
[10:44] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> No, I need to mix myself a stiff drink
[10:44] <// J_Daito //> ... so you can get drunk and bludgeon it to death? ♡ ♡
[10:44] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> NO.
[10:44] <Crwn_FruT_Gamer> I'm going to... release Kamekichi back into the wild
[10:44] <// J_Daito //> .. Oh, you *are* a boring piece of s[BLEEP]t.
[10:45] <// J_Daito //> No wonder she left you.
[10:45] *** Crwn_FruT_Gamer [wifi.mcdonalds.co.jp] has quit IRC (I CAN DO THIS! DAMN YOU)
[10:45] <GERMATOID> JED
[10:45] <GERMATOID> IF IT'S ANY CONSOLATION
[10:46] <GERMATOID> SINCE THAT WAS A DOMESTICATED TURTLE THE CHANCES OF IT DYING HORRIBLY IN SOME KIND OF ACCIDENT AFTER BEING RELEASED IN THE WILD ARE *EXTREMELY GOOD*.
[10:46] <// J_Daito //> Ooh.
[10:46] <// J_Daito //> Can you get to the turtle first and stick a camera on it?
[10:47] <// J_Daito //> I'd like to see its last horrified moments
[10:47] * GERMATOID is away: GETTING RIGHT ON IT! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[10:47] *** Mon Sep 14 2009 - LOGGING STOP ***




 






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